Suddenly... Bananas!

Some times we can lose focus about what is important in this life mostly because we are not aware all the time what is what are we doing or why.

"Today was a cold day and I was there waiting for my bus which would take me home, thinking about everything and nothing when this thought come from nowhere while I starred at me in a glass from a store.

who am I?"


And was there when I realized I was wrong. I was enjoying all this success, that's true but I reach a point where I didn't feel like before.
First of all I wasn't hungry anymore, I had better clothes, less debts and even I bought a motorcycle!

Its like when a boxer gives his best of himself to be the very best and once he succeeds just lay down and stop making any efforts to be better, when just right behind him are all this guys struggling to be the best too.

I feel like that boxer, looking into another direction, wasting my time...

I tried to fill the blanks... I asked this girl to move to my place, fuck, I even ask her to marry me but she refused twice (Maybe that wasn't meant to be), so then I tried buying nice things but that didn't work either.

I don't know where am I but what I know now is what I am missing, I need to keep my distance from some people and retake old habits, visit old friends, be me again.

Because I'm the fancy and corny version of myself. And I don't like that... I don't like it at all.